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Star Trek or Star Wars?

2010-09-22T02:14:00.001-07:00

sstar wars is good, but star trek and the enterprise, and it can so hyperspeed

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How would you describe your style?

2010-09-22T02:11:00.001-07:00

all sorts, but mostly its just a lil preppy, geeky and smart

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What was the best concert you went to?

2010-09-22T02:10:00.003-07:00

Jodi Mansena

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If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

2010-09-22T02:10:00.001-07:00

Golden Child, eddie's part was awesome

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When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

2010-09-22T02:01:00.001-07:00

I wanted to be an artist, since I loved to draw... thats what I did

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if you had to wake up tomorrow as an animal but you could choose the species, what animal would you choose? why?

2010-09-22T01:43:00.001-07:00

Well a calico cat, its cute colored and awesome... I would just be in the mood for catnip

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what do you think of Antheria?

2010-09-21T00:06:00.001-07:00

I am not sure, sounds like a fun con this coming week

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do you think this is mean? www.ihatenikki.com/?mylink=63a463a663a3

2010-09-20T04:04:00.003-07:00

who knows

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what is your biggest regret?

2010-09-20T04:04:00.001-07:00

Biggest regret is to, live life the fullest, do what you want to do

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if i wanted to say hi to you what would be the easiest way of starting a conversation? (social anxiety sucks)

2010-09-20T04:02:00.001-07:00

How are you, or hey I saw you at an event and start from there

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AutoPatcher.com Closed

2007-09-01T05:55:00.001-07:00

Microsoft sent a cease and desist to autopatcher.com. AutoPatcher was a program users could download to install all updates to windows instead of using Microsoft's Windows updates, this allowed a much faster patch process than offered by Microsoft.

Create Your Own Fonts Online

2007-08-27T03:16:00.000-07:00

Over at BitfontMaker you can create you own fonts online and then download them to your computer. The site works for both Windows and Mac.

iPhone Unlocking Software

2007-08-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

The first of many to come software SIM card unlocking sites are about to boom...

First one..

iPhones Im Free opens next week... and iPhone Unlocking is available now through invite only.

Get a Free @Vista.Aero From Bink

2007-08-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

Head over to Bink.nu I just signed up and got visions@vista.aero ... for those of you who would like to send me useless crap.

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The Christian Mephistopheles

2007-05-31T08:19:00.000-07:00

I would have called this "The Modern Mephistopheles: but then I did not want to confuse it with Louisa May Alcott's (Also author of /Little Women/) /A Modern
Mephistopheles/. This does not have to do with her novelette or even as far back as Johann Wolfgang von Goethe's /Faust/, the story of an alchemist named Faust who desired knowledge so much that he sells his soul to the devil. This pertains to my own experience and now my warning with the modern day Christian or I should say, most modern day Christians as I have seen from my own personal life.

For those that are unfamiliar with Mephistopheles, a short description is due. When I use his name I do not refer to him as a literal being but as a description. It is derived from the Creek "Mephostophiles" which literally means "He who shuns the light." As I said, I wish to use this as a description of modern day Christians, in other words: "Christians who shun the light."

I grew up a Christian and even more a baptist, still to this day if you were to associate my beliefs with a particular denomination it would be that of a baptist. I attended a baptist Christian school in Madison, Tennessee which is about a thirty minute drive northeast from Tennessee's capital, Nashville. From the age of five until the age of eighteen this is where I learned the scripture and also where I was a member of church and attended with ardor every Sunday morning, Sunday evening, and Wednesday evening. When I became a bit older I joined the youth department of this church that was led by a great, yet lacking in mind, youth pastor. Every Saturday I went to the church and join him in visiting the other teenagers that had attended a service and scarcely we would attend those that already were in attendance. On Thursday nights we had visitation, where most of the time we would go door to door looking for new members to come and visit or to give out the plan of salvation to those we considered lost. I also dabbled a little in playing the keyboard in the youth group's band. In summer many of us would attend a youth camp and on the last summer camp I went I had walked down the streets and led fourteen people to Christ. These are the years when the fire of God woke up in my heart. I began to diligently study the word of God day in and day out. As much as possible, when I had free time to do so, I would open my Bible and study. I saw this book as the book that had been written by God's own guidance. This became the single most important thing in my life.

I became even a bit older with the fire of God still consuming my heart. By this time I was beginning to notice that I was becoming more and more disappointed with the human race, along with my own self. I wished almost every day that I could pluck the essence of what made me human out of my soul. I became more attentive to how other Christians acted at this time and was noticing things that made my heart turn bitter and it was the only thing that had the opportunity to extinguish the fire in my heart. I stayed how I had always been, mute. I held inside me an even stronger fire, a fire of rage against the church, people were not lost by their own will but by the lack of will in the church. This is not to say that I was angered that man sinned, but that I was angered by what I refer to as "Christian makeup." Those that put on this Christian makeup and pretend they have the strength to put away human nature.
"Blasphemers! Adulterers! Wicked fools!", I said in my heart. They were Christian Mephistopheles. Christians who looked down on others for their sins as if they were gods themselves. I said in my heart "Wake yourselves, this was the fall of Satan! If God cast out even his most beautiful creature what luck do you posses that God will have mercy on even you!? Did you not read Matthew when he wrote, 'Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.(Matt. 7:22 & 23)' " This pierced my heart greater than anything else. I saw it day in and day out, the work of this iniquity. The ones that spoke the most of how others had sinned, those ones that talked about other's wrongdoings, they were the ones to me that showed the least amount of fruit. What good does it do to bring a fellow Christian down, when they are human and so are you? Every one of you sin, if you had no sin you would not be here, you would be purged from the shackles of earth. The more I saw this the more I felt anguished until I was determined the only thing I could do was to leave.

For the next few years I missed many of the companionships that I had while attending and not too long ago I decided I would once again try to attend on a Sunday. What bitter emptiness I felt in my heart when I entered. The eyes of others glared at me with indignation. No one would have to be a student of physiognomy to know what they were thinking. I was the wretched sinner that had fallen and come back, I was in essence the the prodigal son. How wrong they were, for it wasn't God I had lost but them. I sat and listened intently to the message being preached. It was the Lord's supper. The preacher had spoken of how Jesus Christ had been tossed out and betrayed by his own friends and his own people. I could not help but to suffer a little of what Christ had to have felt that day. While the world at this moment looked on him as a blasphemer, He knew the truth and He still loved him. I took part of the Lord's supper and at the end of service I filled out a visitor card.

It was that Thursday that I heard a knock at the door. I opened it. Two men from the church were standing there to talk to me. The gaze in their eyes was a friendly one, one that was warm to my heart. This too soon turned bitter as one of them said, "I know how easy it is to fall out of the loop." He was referring to me falling out of church. At that moment I saw myself through his eyes and it mourned me. The compassion I had felt just before this was dissipated into thin air. I nodded my head in a form of agreement with him. I took the warm cookies they had brought to me and we talked for a little longer. After a little while they said a prayer for me on my porch and then invited me to come back Easter Sunday. I agreed.

Easter Sunday I saw many faces I had not seen in many years. Again I noticed the piercing vexed eyes of those that saw me as being lost. This is not to say they all were this way, I saw a few people that were diligently glad I was there, but for the most part it was judgmental. I came early that day to see many of them. I stood near the back and watched as they entered into where we would have service. My eyes glistened as I saw many who rekindled memories in me and made me feel happy to see once again but out of all that I saw only four talked with me. Most of them only stared and may have been uncomfortable with talking with me, but I can not be certain. One thing I am certain of is that I sat in the back alone. No one sat next to me or even dared to ask if I would sit with them. I felt the bitterness I had once before again and was reluctant to let the tears building up behind my eyes escape. These were once my friends and now they despised me. I sat there and watched the preacher give the Easter sermon.

If I, having a history with them and knowing them, felt desolate; then how would those that come not knowing them feel? How do you expect to grow and how, if most of your church is a Christian Mephistopheles, do you not wonder? I have held to myself too long. It has been a dilemma that has perplexed and ate away at my very soul for a very long time. I can not hold this in any more and the truth must be told. You heathens! The Church can not save you from God's judgment. Bid peace to those you do not know and be careful not to judge. Can you not read or is that you are unwilling to read the words of Christ? Matt. 7:1 "Judge not, that ye be not judged." John 8:15 "Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man." and from this same chapter in John have you not heard the story "Let him who is without sin cast the first stone."? Do not think I am judging you, if I were judging you I would have called you out by name and
would have told other people your names and what you have done wrong. I only wish to edify the church. To encourage you to look for greater things than what is in yourself. Preacher preach to them! I know for certain that in a congregation so full of judgment that they must judge even you!

Why Are You All So Fat

2007-04-21T09:57:00.000-07:00

I posted this up on my myspace blog and sent it out in a bulletin as well and thought I'd share it to my blog readers here as well.

Not sure how many people knew this or cared for that matter but 1 frappuccino has more calories than a big mac and a medium coke combined.

Also I know a lot of people like pepsi, coke etc.. but I drink mostly water ... and eat ALOT... I was looking over just how much sugar was in a coke it's insane... drinking 8 glasses of coke, which most probably do in America is like eating 16 snicker bars a day! So for every glass of coke you drink it is like eating 2 snickers bars.

8 glasses of coke a day a week... that's 112 snicker bars!

I'm not even making this up... insaneness, America is getting fatter and fatter it's so sad...

I thought I'd also just tell you what happens to your body after you drink a coke... This is taken straight from a health article but I thought it might be of great value and add to what I'm saying...

* In The First 10 minutes: 10 teaspoons of sugar hit your system. (100% of your recommended daily intake.) You don't immediately vomit from the overwhelming sweetness because phosphoric acid cuts the flavor allowing you to keep it down.
* 20 minutes: Your blood sugar spikes, causing an insulin burst. Your liver responds to this by turning any sugar it can get its hands on into fat. (There's plenty of that at this particular moment)
* 40 minutes: Caffeine absorption is complete. Your pupils dilate, your blood pressure rises, as a response your livers dumps more sugar into your bloodstream. The adenosine receptors in your brain are now blocked preventing drowsiness.
* 45 minutes: Your body ups your dopamine production stimulating the pleasure centers of your brain. This is physically the same way heroin works, by the way.
* >60 minutes: The phosphoric acid binds calcium, magnesium and zinc in your lower intestine, providing a further boost in metabolism. This is compounded by high doses of sugar and artificial sweeteners also increasing the urinary excretion of calcium.
* >60 Minutes: The caffeine's diuretic properties come into play. (It makes you have to pee.) It is now assured that you'll evacuate the bonded calcium, magnesium and zinc that was headed to your bones as well as sodium, electrolyte and water.
* >60 minutes: As the rave inside of you dies down you'll start to have a sugar crash. You may become irritable and/or sluggish. You've also now, literally, pissed away all the water that was in the Coke. But not before infusing it with valuable nutrients your body could have used for things like even having the ability to hydrate your system or build strong bones and teeth.

This will all be followed by a caffeine crash in the next few hours. (As little as two if you're a smoker.) But, hey, have another Coke, it'll make you feel better.

I have personally seen people stop drinking coke and that being their only diet plan. and losing incredible amounts of weight.. you wont believe what water will do for you. Most of the time you think you are hungry it's actually your dehydration reflex, but because we Americans drink so much soda the symptom is so weak that we mistake it almost always as hunger. If you ever have a dry or sticky mouth then you are already way below chronically dehydrated and that should be a sure sign to know your not drinking enough water.

I know some people hate the taste of water as well, if so, drink gaterade or powerade, or you can just add lemon to you water, lemon is awesome because it's a fat free flavor and also can reduce your risk of cancer with limonene, furocoumarins and vitamin C.

iScrybe Preview

2007-03-24T04:32:00.000-07:00

JFK Vista Ad in Terminal

2007-03-06T16:09:00.000-08:00

Ferrari 312 PB replica scale model.

2007-03-06T06:10:00.001-08:00

Beatiful Multi Touch Display

2007-03-05T19:41:00.001-08:00

ScrubIT

2007-03-05T15:42:00.000-08:00

Here is a new idea... For those that have seen OpenDNS, ScrubIT is a DNS server that acts like a filter all in itself for your kids... and maybe yourself :) ScrubIT is still in beta and so far they claim to have 3 million sites "scrubbed". They even have a dns utility that will change your settings for you automatically. ScrubIT also blocks many phishing, and other potentially harmful sites.

Netflix Vs Blockbuster

2007-03-03T11:23:00.000-08:00

The past few days Ive heard rant after rant of NetFlix's great new Watch Now feature, which I have to admit is pretty cool :) but is Netflix really beating Blockbuster with this new feature... well not exactly, let me explain. Recently Netflix just added a new option to watch movies online in their new Watch Now section... first of all... there aren't many titles here, which I know they are frantically added titles... second... Blockbuster has already started the process of buying Movielink.... Movielink, in my honest opinion is a MUCH nicer service then what Netflix currently has with Watch Now. I have to admit tho I am a Netflix customer, but I don't see this as the TRUE reason why Netflix is better... because before long... it wont be.

Weight Lose with Traineo

2007-03-03T04:10:00.000-08:00

So I've bee gaining a bit of extra weight over the past 6 months, I think its been from working at Dell... sitting on my butt all day, eating McDonald's almost every day for 2 straight months didnt help either. So I found a new site called Traineo... and maybe, just maybe Ill actually lose weight this time... you can view my Traineo progress on my site. http://michaelburns.traineo.com/ Sign up for account also... my current weight right now is 170, I plan to get down to 150 by July 24th... we will see.. :)

Porn Hosted on Catholic Site...

2007-03-01T20:06:00.000-08:00

I ran across a picture on Digg today of an x-ray of two people kissing, back up a bit into that directory and you will there are x-ray PORN on a catholic website! WTF?

http://www.georgetown.edu/faculty/irvinem/visualarts/Image-Library/Delvoye/

First Calls at Dell

2006-10-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

Wow has it really been three weeks. I think I need to update my blog more huh. Anyways, today I start taking my first calls that come into Dell and I am a bit nervous, kinda scared that Im going to choke up etc. Ill do my best tho. Im really excited about working for Dell, so far it has been a blast.

Starting at Dell

2006-09-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

So today will be my first day to work for Dell Tech Support. I begin my 5 weeks of training, so I'm hoping everything will go smooth today, if you live in an area with a Dell plant, I would seriously consider working for this company. The benefits are awesome and the work atmosphere is incredible. My schedule is 3pm - 12 am Mom - Friday.

Steve Irwin

2006-09-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

The recent death of well known Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin, broke the hearts of people around the world. He died shortly after 01:00 UTC on 4 September 2006. Steve had told his cameramen in the event that something should go wrong to continue filming, and that's exactly what they did. A copy of the video tape was handed over to the local police while the producer continues to hold the original copy. It isn't known for sure if this tape will be released to the public or withheld indefinitely.

The Simpsons Movie Trailer

2006-04-03T00:08:00.000-07:00

I had heard about this a long time ago, but finally it has been officially announced!

2006-04-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

Reddit is a lot like Digg. It's a user controlled website that allows users to vote on what they want the top stories to be. One thing that I like about Reddit is that they have a little extra thing called Karma. Karma is kind of like points or a sort of ranking system that is highly treasured. From Reddit's FAQ: "When a particular item is promoted or demoted, the user who posted it is either rewarded or punished — a system of editorial karma. In the same way that popular submissions are voted to the top, the individuals who post them get increases in karma. Every redditor affects one another's karma equally, regardless of his/her karma. Although democracy isn't perfect, this experiment should supply the public with the information they demand while also rewarding those who provide it."

Just Friends

2006-03-31T16:25:00.000-08:00

Just Friends is HILARIOUS! If you haven't seen this, then it's a MUST see. Its about a fat highschooler who was in love with his best friend Jamie. He later grows up to become extremely wealthy and attractive. He works with a music company and has to fly to Paris with a popular well known but annoying popsinger when they end up having to make an emergency landing in his old home town. This is where he tries to get his one true love to fall in love with him.

America's Army

2006-03-29T15:05:00.000-08:00

By far this is the BEST free game out there! America's Army was made by the US Army and you can download a copy from the website or order a CD. (I wouldn't recommend that one, I believe a recruiter actually will visit your house) Anyways, it really is a great game and is made for online play only. So if you don't have a fast connection, then forget it.

Skype

2006-03-28T19:48:00.000-08:00

If you are like me then you know how it feels to be talking to your friends and the IM windows keep flashing up and you can't really talk to them on the phone because it hurts your ears after a long while and all the other instant message clients just suck at voice chat. Well I found my solution more than a year ago, and its been getting a lot of attention lately. It's called Skype! The newest version of Skype allows for video conferencing also. PC to PC calls are absolutely free and Skype also has a feature that lets you call normal phones for 2 cents a minute anywhere in the US and some other parts of the world. Some places are a little more expensive than 2 cents a minute but not by much. Go check it out and give it a try, I promise it will be worth it.

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Site of the Week

2006-03-27T16:48:00.000-08:00

This is a neat little site that lets you chat with other people about any site that you want to... It's called Gabbly. One thing that I really love about this is that when your trying to get your friends to join you for a chat about let's say... my site then all you have to do is give them the link... http://gabbly.com/visionspc.blogspot.com and a nice little chat window will pop up on the website.. Very nice isn't it :0) (Click Picture To Enlarge)

Weekend Movie

2006-03-24T14:56:00.000-08:00

I really don't want to say much about this movie because I might just give away too much information. Derailed is the kind of movie I love to see though. The movie does start out a little slow at first but builds up to such a great climax. I was shocked to see Xzibit and Rza in this movie, but they really did a great job in it. From the DVD: "When two married business executives (Owen and Aniston) having an affair are blackmailed by a violent criminal, the two must turn the tables on him to save their families."

Google Pages

2006-03-23T17:43:00.000-08:00

Google finally creates its own wysiwyg kind of a thing called Google Page Creator (yes I know, so original huh) It's actually very nice if your have no knowledge of html and you need to create a website as easy as possible. As you type it saves it for you, so no need to worry about losing it all I guess... just enjoy and create and have fun...
Thanks

-Techpepsi

Blog Ideas

2006-03-21T18:56:00.000-08:00

I've been wanting to make my blog a little more... well... up-to-date. If you know me, I'm a slacker and like to do things on my own time, but I got to thinking about the people that might find my website amusing for whatever reason, so I decided I'm going to try to dedicate myself to keeping it updated with something new everyday. I wrote out a list of my daily things I will be doing on my blog, hopefully, from now on. So here it is:

Monday - Site of the Week
Tuesday - Free Software
Wednesday - Game of the Week
Thursday - Possibly my own thing (Just Whatever I feel like)
Friday - Weekend Movie
Saturday - Self Help
Sunday - Nothing (My Lazy Day)

Weekend Movie

2006-03-10T10:18:00.000-08:00

Looking for a great weekend movie to rent? Check out Dirty Love. This movie is HILARIOUS! Just bring a few friends over, I wouldn't really suggest watching it alone. Jenny McCarthy actually wrote and directed this movie, along with obviously being the main character. This movie needs to be seen by blondes around the world to so they can truly see themselves in the worlds eyes. It sort of has a story but that's not really the point, the point in the insane things that are in this movie... This isn't a chick flick so trust me, you will enjoy!

Site of the Week

2006-03-09T10:38:00.000-08:00

This site of the week is addicting. Its called Listible! It's a community list of things ranging from things like Best Movies of All Time to Best Greasemonkey Scripts. Sign up and then vote for your favorites. It's a little bit like Digg, but with lists. So check it out!

Poor Man's TiVo

2006-03-07T19:33:00.000-08:00

If your anything like me, your out somewhere and you know that your favorite show it on TV. So you say to yourself, "Man, I'm missing the new episode of Sesame Street!" and you think, "Man, if only I could afford a TiVo." So now, I have the solution to our problems. It's called Democracy Player.

Democracy Player is free and is out for Windows and Mac, there is a great aricle here that explains how to get your favorite tv shows on there through RSS feeds.

Banana's

2006-02-23T08:59:00.000-08:00

Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose - combined with fibre.

A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proved that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout.
A banana can help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must for our daily diet.

Depression
According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND among people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.

PMS
Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.

Amenia
High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of haemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of amenia.

Blood Pressure
This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.

Brain Power
200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.

Constipation
High in fibre, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.

Hangovers
One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.

Heartburn
Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.

Morning Sickness
Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.

Mosquito Bites
Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.

Nerves
Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system.

Overweight and at work
Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at work leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs. The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.

Ulcers
The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.

Temperature control
Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)
Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer, tryptophan.

Smoking
Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.

Stress
Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be re-balanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.

Strokes
According to research in "The New England Journal of Medicine", eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%"

Warts
Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place with a plaster or surgical tape!

When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals.
It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best value foods around.

Site of the Week

2006-02-13T09:17:00.000-08:00

This has to be one of the funnest flash games I have ever played, I'm talking about the McDonald's videogame... havent heard of it!?

Welcome to your first day as the C.E.O. of McD's!

You control everything, from growing the soy fields and raising the cattle...

To slaughtering them...

To managing the restaurant...

To managing the advertisement and corrupting nutritionist :0)...

Just don't get ahead of yourself or Old McDonalds will come after your butt...

Click here to play

How To Get Girls

2006-02-03T14:27:00.000-08:00

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I have a few guy friends that just no matter how hard they try they can't get laid. So I thought I would write a small article on how to get laid. Morally I think its wrong just to go around and have sex, but in today's messed up society it's actually easier to get laid then it is to make a relationship.

So what kind of guys are girls looking for? Well, really it depends on the girl. Some girls just aren't going to like you no matter what. So instead of doing what a lot of guys do and focus your attention on just one girl, you need to Broaden Your Horizons. What do I mean by this? I think its obvious, but for the few boneheads out there, it means talk to as many girls at the same time as you possibly can! I know there are few websites out there like myspace, xanga, etc... but really... I hardly ever find a girl that way, maybe you can find a quick lay from some horny girl but I just think there are better methods than myspace.

This brings me to my next point, Get Social! Mingle.. don't be scared... go to parties, go to churches, go to clubs, get out of the house and off of your butt and computer! There is a world outside your door if you didn't know this. So maybe some of you are saying, but I don't have many friends, or I'm not very social. The best way to fight this it to MAKE YOURSELF do it... Fight fear with fear itself. Go out with friends and feel as nervous as you possible can... talk to a new girl at a party that you have never met, just so you can feel nervous... I promise if you do it then it will only get better.

So now that you are talking to this girl, what do you do? Be You! More guys than I can count act like idiots trying to impress girls. I have seen so many times where a guy gets rejected soley on the fact that he's just plain all about himself. She will figure you out eventually so don't fret, girls actually like mysterious guys a lot more than some guy who can't shut his trap about how he made a touchdown or how he ran across America and crap like that. If your just going after sex then you don't have to have a background check at all so just shutup...

Chill and Listen is what I try to teach one of my best friends, he is always getting over excited about girls. If a girl bends over in front of him, he thinks its some kind of hint and he gets over excited and acts like an idiot. If your at the party and your talking to the girl and your being you, then just chill and listen to what she has to say, don't over talk. If your one of those kinds of guys that are shy and quite this step is already easy for you, just don't be too quiet. Also, you don't want to think with your penis! I've seen on several occasions where a guy will get way to frisky for a girl, this girl might be really into him to and he started moving way to fast... Chill man... don't get your penis all twisted in a wad.

Making the Move is probly the hardest of all of these steps. You really have to know if she is digging you. This is almost obvious such as, physical contact, enjoyment to talk to you, flirting, casual eye contact, etc... but sometimes you just don't know. All you have to really do is ask her for her number. 9 times out of 10 a girl will give you her number, actually I have never been rejected a girls number. Even if they hate you a girl feels bad when she says no to this, so use it to your advantage. So what do you do with her digits!? CALL HER! Don't be scared... the phone wont bite I swear... and no matter what you say she cant come through it and bite your head off like you might think.

Make the Date. I'm going to help you with one mistake that I notice all the time! Don't ask the girl what she is doing on a specific date, for example: "Can we go out Friday night?" This gives the girl an option to say shes busy and just flat out lie... and then you really dont know if she is interested or not, she could have really been interested, your goal here it to make the date not play around with dates... it also makes you look really stupid when you say, well how bout Saturday and she says she can't and so on and so on... so say it as simple as this, "I'd like to take you out sometime." Its a statement but at the same time its a hook for you, wait for her response, if she says, "Yea, when?" Then just ask, "When are you available?", and just like that... you made a date... if she says anything else, move on...

Last but one of the most important... Use a Condom! Like some of my other points I have seen this happen many times, one night stands turn into pregnancies... so please be smart about this, unless you just want a bunch of mini you's running around.

So to wrap it all up here are your steps:

1. Broaden Your Horizons
2. Get Social
3. Be You
4. Chill and Listen
5. Making the Move (Get the Digits)
6. Make the Date
7. Use a Condom

dc hair laser removal washington?

2006-02-02T16:56:00.000-08:00

I was reading a website earliar about the top paying adsense words. The number one was dc hair laser removal washington, dc hair removal in washington dc? You mean they actually do laser hair removal!? So I actually looked it up and they are actually pretty cheap... it removes your leg hair, nose hair, any hair... just be sure not to fry you brain when your removing your nose hair with the laser.

Meet Tim

2006-01-29T13:23:00.000-08:00

This is my friend Tim... in the past year Tim has cost his dad over $5,000, he has slit his wrist and gone to a mental hospital, he has lied and lied and lied about everything from his grandmother inventing nutty buddies to having all these girlfriends (which he only talks to on the phone because he calls the dating hotlines) 3 days ago Tim tried to get me to cash a check for him that his dad supposedly given him for Christmas for $200, but I didn't do it because I know Tim too well and I knew his dad didn't give it to him, so he got his neighbor to do it for him. So today I go over there to see him and brought some Mac & Cheese for us to eat, cause man I love Mac & Cheese... So I go inside and his dad goes next door and then while I'm standing in the kitchen I see his dad charging in the house, I look down the hall and his dad takes a big o' swing for Tim's face, and says, "Get the hell out of my house you A--Hole." So Tim is getting his stuff together and I watch him grab a knife and so I run next door to get Billy to help me to separate him from his dad if he tries something, and sure enough he did, he tried to stab his dad. So we call 911 and the cops come and arrest him... Anyways if his dad decides to press charges then O Timmy Boy will be in jail for a few months... :0) Crazy Dude...

Michael Burns dot Info

2006-01-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

Someone commented in my last post about IE about why I dont have Michael Burns dot Info anymore... and it just hit me, I never explained that lol... last year I had http://michaelburns.info but I had forgotten that I had registered under another email address, one that I never use, well time passed and I just completely forgot about re-registering it anyways... Im lazy right now and Ill take the Michael Burns dot info part down... and work on getting a better domain :0)..

Later
--
Michael

New IE

2006-01-27T03:38:00.000-08:00

Here ia a screenshot of me using Internet Explorer 7 Beta 2... I dont like IE... I use firefox... look at how Microsoft has pretty much ripped off Firefox... ARGH... TABS in IE... who would have thought.

Polyphasic Crash and Burn

2006-01-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

Well I was doing great... I was on my 3rd day going onto my 4th day and my alarm went off for my last nap of the day... and I just decided to sleep a little more.. and ended up sleeping 8 hours!!!! That's ok thou, I wont let it discourage me, and Ill keep going with this... just I skipped some of my naps yesterday which is a big NO NO... :-)

Polyphasic Sleep Day 3

2006-01-24T12:32:00.000-08:00

Im on day 3 of Polyphasic sleep, and Im feeling DEAD tired... this is my 2nd try at it so hopefully this time I wont get interupted by family and then the flu... ARGH....

It's just about my nap time... really the only thing thats bothering me is I just feel so tired... I know that tomorrow it should get better... Ill update when I wake up from my nap.

Just My Freakin Luck

2006-01-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I decided to go to church at Metro... havent been there in forever... it was good, but before I left... my tire went flat, yea... so I had to call my friends parents who had dropped him off at my friend Tims so that they could pick me and him up and take us. so they come and pick me up and then go and pick him up and take us to church... so after church I had to find a ride... wasnt too hard... thank u so much Colvin! anyways.. So Nathan and I go back to Tim's, but Tim wasnt freaking home... so here we are standing outside and we are so freaking wet and its cold and its lightning like crazy... ARGH! Freaking Peace of Crap MAN! Oh well...

My Fight With A Tree

2006-01-22T08:21:00.000-08:00

Yea... So yesterday I got about 7 am... took a shower... and relaxed it was my Saturday and I knew I had a couple hours before I had to go out and help cut down some trees with Ben and Eric... So I made myself some breakfast and then the call came around 10AM... they were ready for my help... So I met up with them... and all was going great... I haven't been working out since... goodness now that I think about it, last year! Anyways... this was a good start for getting back into my new workout routine at the Hendersonville Christian Fitness Center, so anyways I drove Ben's truck down to the next tree we were cutting... and I was carrying the limbs to the trailer and a freaking LIMB as round as my freaking head falls right on my TOE! It HURT BAD... I mean the pain was UNBEARABLE... but knowing that if I screamed it would cause a scene I held it in as much as I could... MAN... I kept working like nothing happened at all, I guess playing tough guy right HA... I was limping bad, but they didn't seem to notice, Eric and I started talking about the BNI business network and how it has helped out his business and how I should try it out and then talking about modding his xbox for him... all the time... my toe is inside my shoe THROBBING in pain... it felt like blood was rushing all inside my shoe... should have warn my steel toed shoes I kept thinking to myself.. but too bad... anyways finally the last tree came around and they paid me for my time and work and I went on my way... got home and my toe was swollen BAD and bruised like crazy.... anyways... my advice is to everyone... Don't fight with a tree... it freaking hurts like hell!

My Slightly Delayed New Years Resolutions

2006-01-16T22:00:00.000-08:00

1. No More Coolaide
2. Get back in church all the time
3. Stay on the sleep schedule
4. Work hard in my business
5. To learn as much as I can

I think that's about it... if I come up with anything new Ill repost it and update on how Im doing on each...

PS Coolaide is not actually Coolaide.... hints a "codeword" lol

New Song.... I still remember

2006-01-11T16:50:00.000-08:00

I still remember taking you home
Late nights and everything felt right
You’d stare out my window
I’d stare at you, waiting at stoplights

I still remember holding and tracing your hands
All the time wanting to be more than just friends
I guess that I just did not understand
This was the way it all had to end

Don’t take this personal
You can take a different road
I can hear myself laughing
Saying to myself, I told you so

I still remember I wrote it all out, as simple as I could
Tried to get your attention, hoping that it would
I watched the sun rise several dozen times where I stood
Waiting here patiently no word ever came like it should

Burn my heart sober
Let the ashes fly away
And I'm getting colder
But you’re not to blame
Burn my heart sober
And let it all drain
Watch the tears from my eyes
Hit my old window pane

I still remember holding back all the things inside
I wanted you so bad, but I just couldn’t try
I wish I could rewind the tape and start it all over
We could dance the night away, with your head on my shoulder

Don’t take this personal
You can take a different road
I will still wave goodbye
Watch your face fade away into sunlight

Another Lesson from My Brain

2006-01-05T15:59:00.000-08:00

Wow! What a fricken weekend... I totally screwed up my sleep cycle... and I blame it on my lack of self motivation to excuse myself from social events. ARGH... it was a blast and this weekend was kickin! It all started out with you know... what normal people do when they socialize... turned into the game BS... then turned into staying up till 5 - 6 am debating about God and agriculture with 4-5 other people.... strange topic I know... but it all started from me... It started from me talking about the recent news from Nasa about Nasa and the US Government creating new ways to alter the weather, which I said was a horrible idea, man should not mess with the ways of nature in any way... we will end up screwing ourselves over... then it branched off this... into a topic about Daniel Quinn... I had never heard this guys name before until they mentioned it... but I started talking about how everything is everything... cows eat grass, we eat the cow, we crap, we die, and it is returned to the ground... so our entire bodies are made up of other life forms... kind of like an actual reincarnation... anyways... we got into the discussion of Cain and Abel which Daniel Quinn uses in his book Ishmael... Most people know the story but if u don’t Ill recap... Cain killed Abel because Abel brought God a living sacrifice... and God was pleased... Cain brought God fruit and things that he had produced from the ground... and God was not pleased... Daniel Quinn thinks this story was left behind by the "leavers"(hunter-gatherers) for the takers (agriculturist) so the entire idea is that mankind thinks he is the Supreme Being and by thinking this is in fact destroying the entire world just to support his ideas... thinking that the world should be submissive to his ruling... ok ok... So I somewhat agree with this... yes we are doomed down a course we have started... and by creating more food than we need we are overpopulating the earth and at the same time causing extinction to rainforest and species... but my entire take on this is that God created the entire world for man to live on... but not to take control over... this is God's world... not mans, not the animals.... we are to take care of it... its why He gave us the intelligence that we have... 2 of the people in the debate were outraged by this! "God, a man sitting on a white thrown, created this world for MAN to have dominion over!?" They believe that God itself is life... it has no conscience... it just exists... which makes no sense at all to me... so this God uses Evolution to evolve things... but has no conscience!?! How is that!? I could go over and over things that just don’t add up with evolution at all... the eyeball is one... do you know how many millions of circuits per square centimeter your eye has.... if u look at a computer that has 1000 circuits you can see that SOMEONE made it... to look at an eye that has billions of these circuits and to conclude that it was made merely by chance is outrages! What a slap in the face to an intelligent God! If Evolution where true how did termites evolve... they have parasites in their stomachs that had to have evolved at the exact same time... these parasites help the termite digest its food... Evolution planned this!? An Unconscious God planned this!? How!? I believe that God created this wonderfuly with no problems…and He did it with a conscious mind... its seen all over nature... Intelligent Design created this world... not random chance... if you smack a mosquito what happens? It dies!? But wait... all the right chemicals for life are still right there... on your hand... why is no new life formed from these chemicals? This is what science is missing… It’s not just the chemicals... it not just the order... its that it was DESIGNED... it has a structure that can not be made my mere chance... unless a God intervened... If you take a test tube and you put 1 million single celled organisms in it... and you break the test tube... and the organisms are left on a table... 1 million of them... why do they all die!? Then how did just 1 singled cell organism reproduce itself, how did it spawn new life... if 1 million of them can not do it no matter how long you sit and wait... its just not possible without God. You could break the 1 million of them up... making them all spill out their “guts” but with all these chemicals there… why isn’t anything forming…you have every exact atom that is needed for life to spawn? Except… it just doesn’t work this way… you need a designer. To say that man came from apes is one of my biggest things I can just not accept… If man came from apes, why did all the in betweens die away!? Why did we all the sudden… every one of us stand up tall? That doesn’t make sense to say that our ancestors walked with a curved back… and that now we stand up straight? Even to an evolutionist this doesn’t make sense… you would have some types of people that stood up tall, and some types of people that walked with a limp, you would have a group of people that had tails… where are these people? Where are the half human half apes, if Evolution where true? Then what wiped these guys out? It doesn’t make sense to make a jump in Evolution at all… and to wipe out an entire link between man and apes it just doesn’t make any sense... I conclude that there has to be a God… and on the idea that the universe is billions and billions of years old… has anyone heard of gravitational time dilation? it was discovered by Einstein... and yes is a FACT and not a theory. Gravitational time dilation is the fact that gravity has an impact on time itself... time moves 5 microseconds per year slower at the Royal Greenwich Observatory (which is located at sea level) than it does at the National Bureau of Standards in Boulder, Colorado (which is 1 mile above sea level). also... another thing that impacts time is speed, they are relative to each other. When an astronaut is shot out into space, he comes back a few microseconds younger than he would have been if he had not left. Another example is that the earth is slowing down in space each year that's why we have to add microseconds to the atomic clock every year because time is ACTUALLY CHANGING! Its hard to grasp but once u do... u can put why the universe is so old... and the 7 day creation together perfectly… In the big bang theory... Scientist can not understand... why....in the first few seconds of time... that the stars where formed so fast... I want to slap them because it’s obvious that if things are moving that fast from the big bang then a billion years would pass in only a few seconds... DIR! God didn't have to use the big bang though at all. Let’s say he used a white hole, a white hole in an anti-black hole. Things are flung out of this white hole at such speeds and with such gravitational pull... that to an observer coming out of the center of the white hole… a few days if he looked out into the universe ... Billions of years would have seemed to pass and... if God created the Earth...then as we are passing out of this white hole galaxies would APPEAR to be BILLIONS AND BILLIONS of years old… when in fact its only 6,000 - 10,000 earth years! This has to make sense to someone else besides me on this planet!? God and science do NOT disagree… but shake hands like no one has ever imagined… they both show what an awesome and powerful and conscience God created all of the Universe and beyond.

I'm Back

2006-01-01T16:04:00.000-08:00

So the holidays are over and now I can finally get back to my sleep cycle... without little kids jumping all over me and screaming... Tonight is my first night again... esh... and I will try to update more often...

Later

Messed Up!

2005-12-23T03:56:00.000-08:00

ARGH! I want to slap myself! This weekend I went over to my friends for socializing... and completely abandoned the sleep cycle, just because I couldn't leave everyone... even tho I had explained to everyone what I was doing I still couldn't get the motivation to leave the group to take my naps... Anyways so I slipped up for a few days but now Im back on it... and actually this being the first day, my first nap went better than any of my previous attempts to polyphasic sleep... but its nap time again so off I go!

Weekend 2

2005-12-17T03:00:00.000-08:00

My Typical Weekend... By: Michael Burns

2005-12-17T00:01:00.000-08:00

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Sarah's Call

2005-12-16T01:27:00.000-08:00

Press Play

"Like right now I want to fall asleep and wake up tomorrow and know every thing's ok. But I just really miss your love, I really miss how you would kiss me, and you would only want me, you wouldn't want any other girls but me. I still really love you. I really miss that, I envy that. I know that I wont ever find another guy that would just love me and wouldn't love anybody else, but then again I don't know how long a period of time that really took for us to really discover that."

Too Much Free Time

2005-12-14T03:33:00.000-08:00

So I wrote out my new schedule for Monday - Friday... and I have 11 hours of FREE time EVERYDAY with the new sleep schedule... To do whatever I want, write music, go see a movie, hang with friends, or whatever... I start today so I really hope I go through with it... the first 3 days are like hell from others I have heard... so here goes!

Polyphasic Schedule

AM

(12:00 – 12:20) Sleep

(12:20 – 1:00) Eat (Snack) (1.5 pints of water)

(1:00 – 2:00) Free Time

(2:00 – 3:00) Free Time

(3:00 – 4:00) Free Time

(4:00 – 4:20) Sleep

(4:20 – 5:00) Eat (Snack) (1.5 pints of water)

(5:00 – 6:00) Free Time

(6:00 – 7:00) Free Time

(7:00 – 8:00) Free Time

(8:00 – 8:20) Sleep

(8:20 – 9:00) Eat (Breakfast) (1.5 pints of water)

(9:00 – 10:00) Exercise & Shower

(10:00 – 11:00) Work

(11:00 – 12:00)Work

PM

(12:00 – 12:20) Sleep

(12:20 – 1:00) Eat (Lunch) (1.5 pints of water)

(1:00 – 2:00) Work

(2:00 – 3:00) Work

(3:00 – 4:00) Work

(4:00 – 4:20) Sleep

(4:20 – 5:00) Eat (Snack) (1.5 pints of water)

(5:00 – 6:00) Finish Work & Shower

(6:00 – 7:00) Free Time

(7:00 – 8:00) Free Time

(8:00 – 8:20) Sleep

(8:20 – 9:00) Eat (Dinner) (1.5 pints of water)

(9:00 – 10:00) Free Time

(10:00 – 11:00) Free Time

(11:00 – 12:00) Free Time

Sleeping Like Leonardo

2005-12-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

Ok I am finally going to go through with it all the way... I’m switching over to what’s called polyphasic sleep completely! Me and others like me have gotten the idea from Leonardo di Vinci who got it from watching animals like cats.... It’s a sleeping pattern that allows a person to only get 2 hours of sleep. Meaning you have many many more hours to do things. It sounds impossible but many many people have done it and I have tried it before and didn’t follow through. I have to take 20 minute naps every 4 hours. Equaling 2 hours throughout the day. The average person gets 6-8 hours of sleep... and 1.5 hours of REM sleep. When you switch over to polyphasic sleep, the first few days you deprive your brain of REM sleep. Then your brain starts jumping the first 3 phases of sleep and jumps directly into REM.. so that instead of getting 1.5 rem hours, you get 2.0 rem hours and in less time. Ill be posting my updates hopefully day to day... Wish me luck!

Some Benefits of Polyphasic Sleep:

* I’ll be more productive
* I’ll have more time for my personal work
* I’ll become more creative
* I’ll be more energetic
* My schedule will be more planned, and I won’t miss many events

Polyphasic definition found on Wikipedia:
Polyphasic Sleep is a sleep pattern specification intended to reduce sleep time to 2–5 hours daily. This is achieved by spreading out sleep into short naps of around 20–45 minutesthroughout the day. This is supposed to allow for more waking hours with relatively high alertness.

AIM Kicks Mobile Users Offline?

2005-12-05T18:08:00.000-08:00

A few hours ago several people on my buddy list where knocked off... only the mobile users tho, my friend in LA says he his mobile aim isnt working either, anyone else see this? Its working now but does anyone know what happened?

Pirates of the Caribbean 2 Trailer!

2005-11-24T17:51:00.000-08:00

My Favorite Cartoon Ever!

2005-11-09T04:15:00.000-08:00

Feeling like myself again

2005-11-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

Ive been feeling alot better lately... was kinda in a weird mood for awhile... I guess just confused... anyways Im very copasetic now so woot woot...

Hey Kelly....

2005-10-24T22:49:00.000-07:00

I wrote this to Kelly today explaining how I felt about everything....

Hey Kelly,

I debated with myself for sometime whether or not I should write this to you to explain things. I hope that everything I'm trying to say will come out clearly so that you can understand what I need to say. I also hope that I won’t come out as immature in writing this to you, because it does mean a lot to me that at least I know that I’ve explained myself. I just want to set aside all the people and just for a moment to just look at us, not what anyone has said, or anyone has asked me or the people that have tried to push things, or push me forward when I said no. I think other people make things confusing and I have heard how you feel and I just want to tell you how I feel because people keep saying things that are confusing the both of us or that are not entirely true. I won’t name specifics but I just want u to know that what I say is how I feel and not what someone else says or thinks. Whenever u told me that you just wanted to be friends, I took that as a hint like most guys do which I think is what u meant, that obviously I need to move on. I don't want you to feel bad about anything you've ever done because what you've done u can’t change and neither would I want you to change it, its just fate. So I did move on, and I did some stupid things in the past month that I wish that I could take back. Not for your sake but for mine, morally I have been depressed because it’s just not me to do those things. I feel like I have let the very person that I am down, I threw him aside just because I felt sad or for whatever reasoning that went through my head. As a friend though I feel like I have let you down, because even if you had the smallest feelings for me, I went out and betrayed those feelings by doing what I did, and I want to say that I'm sorry for that as a friend. If anything see it how I see it, and nothing more or less, that the person that you believed I was, I plucked him from your mind and threw in someone complete opposite, someone that represents everything that I stand against and I hope and plead that you wont see me as that person, I don't think that you would but just in the bottom of your heart, I hope that you would see past my mistakes and see that I am really sorry. Katie told me last week that she had been drinking and that she told you things that I had told her, things about the way that I felt. I got mad that she said those things, if I want you to know how I feel I will come to you, but I wanted to give u space and everyone else didn't want me to give you space they wanted to push things. Katie told you how much I was in love with you, which was true, but was wrong to say at that time. You had just told me that you wanted to be friends and so I had moved on and then Katie brought that up which made things VERY awkward for me because I don't want you thinking I am in anyway trying to make you like me. What comes will come and what doesn't doesn't. That's how I see it and I will not interfere with it. I will like you no matter what but I won’t ever try to push any kind of opinion on you at all. Kelly Brown to me you are absolutely beautiful in your person, in your soul, in your mind. Everything about you I adore and always will, I know I will. If anyone ever tells you differently or tells you anything that I haven’t and it bothers you just come to me because I won’t lie to you. To me your perfect and for a moment I wish that you could see yourself through my eyes because I know if u did, you would always have a smile on your face, you would always laugh and you would walk tall and know who you where and no one could ever bring you down...

--Michael

So many changes....

2005-10-22T03:30:00.000-07:00

Wow! From my last post until now, so many things have happened. First Im moving my office from Old Hickory to Madison, bigger building and more traffic.. WOOT WOOT. Ive had my phone turned off for a week so thats kind of bad.. Im also going to start whats called polyphasic sleep. Its where I sleep for 20 minutes every 4 hours and so Ill only be getting 2 hours of sleep a day but getting 2 full hours of rem sleep. The adverage person sleeps 8 hours a day and only gets 1 hour of rem sleep. What it does is makes ur brain skip straight to rem instead of going through the first 3 stages of sleep and it also gives you more time to do things and give you more energy, makes you more alert.

Anyways today will be my truely first time at it so Im excited and for myself and others Ill be posting my day to day progress.

peace

Say Wha....?

2005-10-06T18:19:00.000-07:00

Well it turns out that what Katie said wasnt true... So thats good... It wasnt that Katie was lieing she just didnt have all the facts and wasnt sure about things about the last post... anyways... peace out!

Me Playing The Guitar

2005-10-05T16:06:00.000-07:00

One Retarded Weekend!

2005-10-03T11:27:00.000-07:00

This weekend was retarded, I mean I was retarded. I let Kelly read some things I wrote about her, which I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE! I pissed myself off for doing that, I wish I wouldn't have, it made me very uncomfortable the rest of the night, mostly not because of me showing it to her, but because of the outcome. As soon as she got done reading it she moved away from me, I don't know, so my mood changed back to confusion, I told Katie, and Katie said it was because she liked another guy, that Kelly was talking about him. I am completely fine with that, so I just let it go and hung really close to Katie the rest of the night. I guess I just am a little confused that is all. I let my feelings go way too fast I think a lot of times and I let myself get confused easily, but at the same time I am so laid back and slow. Its like this, I let my emotions inside go wild, but outside I try not to show it at all. I think I need to find some kind of balance between the two. The morning came and I'm glad I got to get close to Kelly, she so little and cute LOL. Anyways... She still has my ring, and I don't want to take it back yet, I like being able to know I have to see her again I guess. I don't know, I don't think I will feel so weird around her anymore because of being confused, I just hope that dude is good to her, not like her last, because she deserves a lot :-)

The 100th Post

2005-09-08T10:35:00.000-07:00

Wow, this is the 100th post. I started this blog back when me and Sarah broke up last December... I have to say... at first this last break up was really hard on me, but in someways I want to say thank you to her. There couldn't have been better timing and in a way I kind of feel like God was listening to me these past 3 years, I just had to wait. Ill explain... I met this wonderful girl, Im trying not to get to I dunno... attached? Because things could work out to, "Lets Just Be Friends"... Those words are worse than a girl just saying no. Saturday I met her, for the second time. The first was when me and Sarah broke up the first time, anyways... She has beautiful blonde hair and she has sparkling brown eyes. Monday night I borrowed my friends apartment and all of my friends helped me get things ready for her, I had a candlelit spaghetti dinner with her. She came in and was so surprised, we were both so nervous. We stayed up talking for along time, it was really fun. The next night I took her to Demos in Hendersonville. She sat next to me, and everytime she would laugh she would put her head on my shoulder, that made me feel really good, I know its weird but it did. I love seeing people have a good time. When went to Kids Kingdom too, and played on the playground, that was so fun...I havent been thinking about Sarah that much, just every once in awhile, I will think, "Why?" If I could say one thing to her, I would say it in the song by Ben Folds, The Ascent of Stan....

Pangs of silence
From the room upstairs
How's the view there?
Do you read what they're saying about you?
That you're no fun
Since the war was won
In fact, you have become all of the things you've always run from

So where'd the years go?
All the time we had?
Being poor was not such a drag in hindsight
And you wonder why your father was so resigned
Now you don't wonder any more

Have to let go....

2005-08-31T19:13:00.000-07:00

I've got to get my head clear. I drove to try to see Sarah earlier and ran into one of my old friends, I wish I was still with Sarah it would have been fun to hang with him and stuff. Dustin played the guitar in our youth band years ago, when I first met Sarah. Kind of weird to see him again, when me and Sarah are over. Anyways I've got to get her out of my head because I don't want to go out with this girl tomorrow and be thinking about Sarah, or even say anything about Sarah. That would hurt her feelings really bad and she would think I haven't let go of her yet(even tho I haven't). We are going to see 40 Year Old Virgin and then going to Rain Forest Cafe. Im excited because she has never been before. I will want to kiss her so bad I know and I want it to feel better than anything I've ever done before. I never kiss on the first date tho, so that will probably be later on. :0)

TAKE ME OUT! LALALALALA

2005-08-31T17:56:00.000-07:00

WoOt wOoT!
Any guy would say yes to her right? We are going out tomorrow night and Im excited. Omg I met her Sunday and its crazy all I could think of was her, but then I couldnt get Sarah out of my head. All I could think of was her. How I loved her, How we laughed, How we kissed, How when people looked at us they were so jealous of what we had. I would give up any girl for her, to have what we used to have. I know she cries at night in her bed and I want to be there to hold her. Waistful wishing right? Thought so. That girl is gone, she wont be coming back. Tomorrow brings another day and tomorrow night should bring happyness again.

Blinded By Her Own Eyes...

2005-08-31T05:35:00.000-07:00

Last night I couldn't sleep at all it was horrible. I kept waking up thinking about Sarah. I had to do something to get my mind off of her so I got my guitar and went outside. I started playing all these different songs and then it hit me hard, I mean really hard. I wrote every single one of those songs for her. I kept wishing that she would drive by and that she would run to me and we could cry together. All these memories were running through my head and the harder I tried to think of something else, the worse it got. I was there broken, balling my eyes out, my heart was beating so fast it was hurting. I kept asking myself why why why? Or trying to wake myself up, because this couldn't have happened. It was just like my dream a few months ago. I was sleeping next to Sarah holding her and I had a horrible dream about her meeting this guy and I was begging her to come back and she didn't even see me. When I woke up I hugged her so hard and started crying and she said shhhhh everything is ok. But this time I couldn't wake up, she wasn't there to hold me, it was real. I keep asking myself What Happened? I was so in love with her. I wish that she could see what I had to give, what I was giving. She missed it all, she was blinded by her own eyes. She saw what she wanted, and nothing else mattered. It so erie for me to go down to where this sort of beach is on a lake near where my office is. I stand in the middle of the sand and look across the lake toward Hendersonville and see where my life was for 3 years. Its really calm and peaceful. I remember taking her there at night as a surprise. Dancing with her under the stars in the sand. I started kissing on her neck and on her cheeks and looked into her eyes and said, "I am so in love with you!". Her hand always fit so well in mine, we would always hold hands at night when we were going to go to sleep. Sometimes I would drift asleep before her and other times I would just watch her and I would smile because I thought we were finally there, finally at the point where we were going to make it forever. All of this was in my mind and even more. So I left Tims house and drove. I wanted so bad to shut my eyes and open them and for Sarah to be sitting next to me in the car, telling me some cute story, or just looking at me and making me laugh. Telling me how she was so in love with me and how she would never hurt me again. I loved laughing with her. I drove to where she used to live when I first met her. I still remembered my knees banging together on the way there because I was so nervous to meet this girl that I had only talked on the phone to and only seen in my dreams besides seeing her 2 years prior. I still remember that drive so well, it seemed like it was taking forever and with every minute my heart would beat faster and faster. I had to call her on the phone and let her talk to my dad to get exact directions. I could hear her sweet voice talking to my dad she was so cute on the phone. We finally got to her street and her house was the furthest house. I got out of my dads PT Cruiser and walked up to her house. She came out before I could get to the door and my eyes just stared at her. Ive told her so many times that I will never forget the look on her face when she saw me. Its like the look you give when you just drank sour milk and spit it all out. I opened the door for her to the front seat and I got in the back behind her. I kept thinking she didnt like me, because of the look she gave me. I thought why dont we just take her back. This is a waste of her time. Her hair was frizzy and she was wearing blue jeans and a pink kinda top that looked silky. She smelt so good. I didnt say anything I stayed quiet. My dad took us up to Indian Lake Cinema and we got out. I wanted to just leave. She had thought I was some gorgeous guy, tall, dark hair, beautiful smile. But I wasnt I was short, braces, and pimply. I walked to the door and opened it up for her. We went in and I bought the tickets. Two tickets for Harry Potter... We went in before the movie started and sat in the 3rd or 4th row from the back and in the middle of the aisle. She grabbed my hand and said I made this for you. I looked down and it was a bracelet that I had remembered her talking about makeing me on the phone. I loved it. A few minutes pasted by and then we moved over next to the wall, there were only 2 or 3 seats per aisle over there. She put her head on my shoulder and I smiled so BIG. I dont think I have ever smiled that big. I was getting more nervous and she had bought candie and we were eating it and I wanted so bad to hold her hand. My hands were already sweating even thou we werent holding hands. I wispered in her ear, Can I hold your hand. And she smiled and put her hand in mine. I didnt even pay attention to the movie, I could remember somethings but most of the time I was thinking about her couldnt think of anything else at all. I didnt say much at all, I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking about her. After the movie was over we walked to the park, she wanted to show me something. So we walked over there and there was a kids play place it had a slide and some dinosaurs u could sit on, and a little kind of treehouse thing. We went up there and held each other so close. I could feel her body pressed against mine and my heart was raging. We were dancing, and it was beautiful. Last night as I sat looking at her old house I would have given the world to start over from that spot, to go through all the pain that I went through, I would do it all over and fix every mistake I made just to have her forever. Her Pink Ipod came in yesterday, I have no idea what to do with it. It was for her birthday and I had just last week gotten enough money to buy it for her. I wanted to suprise her, to take her out to some fancy place downtown and give it to her. To see her smile so big :0) I felt bad cause we hadnt got to do anything and I was ready to start doing so much with her I just had to pay all of my bills. I wanted to take her so many places, and I had so many ideas. I was still in crazy love with her. I wish that she would call me and leave me a message, I wish that I could take her somewhere and make her feel so special again, like she is the most gorgeous girl in the world. I want everything to be how it used to be. I want us.

Old Times Made New...

2005-08-30T15:23:00.000-07:00

Last night was so fun, I took Katie out to eat and we talked and talked and talked. She said that she missed me so much. She said that every time her and her sister would hang out that they would talk about me. Tim got a little kitten so I took Katie over to Tims house and we played with it. I couldnt stop staring at Katie, she looked beautiful and for a moment I swear when I looked at her she reminded me of the first love I ever had, Emily. I thought that was kind of weird but I dont like Emily anymore and she is so far away and with someone else. I took Katie home and stayed over at her house for awhile, she gave me a back massage and it felt so good. I have never in my life had one that good. She looked so much more beautiful than I remembered. She let her hair grow out and she was telling me her boobs were growing and they had. They looked so nice. I stayed there for so long. Anyways I think we are doing something tonight too, she is taking a bubble bath right now so I cant wait to talk to her again. Im kinda confused about this other girl, Ill just have to wait and see what happens. Ive been so stocked about my business because of the new contract I want to take a trip with this girl to like Rome or something when she turns 18. Ive always wanted to go there and she is Catholic and we could see all of that stuff.. Anyways Im out... peace

Things Keep Slipping....

2005-08-29T15:55:00.000-07:00

Wow what a weekend this has been, at first, probably one of the worst ever but Im glad that things changed. Sarah and I broke up, what a shock right lol. She met a new guy I am sure, and like always tried to cover it up. The sad thing is give it a few months and she will be laying alone crying her eyes out. There is no guy out there that will love her as much as I did. Her life is just one big cycle. Anyways enough about this... Friday I slipped off of stairs and fell and busted my chin open, bleeding everywhere. Blood was all over the place, and it was probably the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. But I think it was a good thing, cause I didnt have to go to work this weekend, which I am VERY HAPPY about, because I met the most BEAUTIFUL girl on the face of this planet that could ever exist! It all started out kind of weird tho, I woke up Sunday Morning still in alot of pain because of my chin. Tyler and I went to McDonalds and got breakfast at like 7 am and started talking about this girl that goes to Cumberland University and how he hooked up with her and stuff and how she is so amazing and blah blah... in the back of my mind I was still hurting because I missed the love that I thought me and Sarah had, and how in 3 years I was still so in love with her. We kept talking and then I said, dude its Sunday lets go to Church I really need God. So he said yea man, and all of the sudden I said lets go to a Catholic Church, because I had always wanted to go see one and what it was like. So we headed over to St. Josephs on Galatin Road. Its the closest Catholic Church I know of to where we were. So we get there and park and go inside... As soon as I walked in I just got this really STRANGE feeling, I am very good about feeling things, and I could have swarn it was God. I had never felt anything like this. They had holy water when you entered and when I put it on my hands I felt this shock go through my body. Tyler said he felt the same thing and I didnt understand. I know that the Priest pray over it for days for it to be blessed. In my mind I was thinking, have the Catholics been right all along? We walked into where everyone was and had a seat at one of the pews. In the very front was a HUGE statue of Jesus Christ on the cross. It was the most beautiful statue of Jesus I had ever seen. I have grown up Baptist my entire life and so the way that they did Church was very different from the way that I did it. They stared out singing songs, and praying, pretty normal right? Sort of... it gets better... Then this guy brought out this golden book and held it up for everyone to read it, Im guessing it was the Catholic Bible, since he turned to a verse and read a Psalm from David. After that they sang some more and prayed and then we knelt down, it was pretty cool because on the pews they have these kneeling things, kinda hard to explain you kind of have to be there to see it for yourself. So we knelt and prayed, stood up, then the entire church recited a few things, like the Lords Prayer and a few other things. Then it was time for the Peace Blessing. At first the husbands kissed their wifes on their cheecks and then turned out and shook hands and said, Peace be with you. Then we all took hands and lifted them up and the Priest was speaking about the Lord dying and communion. So starting from the front and moving to the back every single person in that church went up in a line. and the Priest put a piece of bread into your mouth and you drank wine. It was really neat. Then they dismissed Church and prayed. They had donuts, coffee, orange juice and milk down in the Cafeteria. So me and Tyler headed there. I still had big bandeges on my chin from my fall and they were covered in blood still. So anyways... I go and get my donut and milk and sit down. Tyler looks straight at me in my eyes and his eyes were huge and said LOOK AT THAT GIRL DUDE! I turned and looked and this girl was so WOW. Instantly I forgot everything and just was staring at her. I thought in the back of my mind there is no way she would want me. She looked exactly like Electra, if you have ever seen her, then you know what I am talking about :-) I walked over to get some orange juice and didnt even look at her, Tyler said she was staring at me. The girls at the drink table poured my drink for me and were asking what happened to my chin, they were like awe, I think 2 of them thought I was cute, but I didnt care, I couldnt think about anything but this image of this girl in my head. So I went back to sit down and Tyler was like DUDE, she TOTALLY just checked you out. She looked up and down u when u were walking. I didnt even make eye contact with her when I walked to get something to drink, I should have, I should have said something, but I didnt. I looked straight at her and she was looking straight and me and came over and sat down in front of me and said, your new arent you, and I said yea. She asked me for my name and Tylers name and she said her name, which Im not going to say yet, just in case of some things I dont want happening... anyways... she told me and she asked me why I came, and I said I have just always had this urge to come to a Catholic Church. She thought that was cute I guess cause she laughed, or maybe I just sounded dorky, I dont know. Then she asked me about my chin and I told her EVERYTHING, about this girl I was with for 3 years and how we just broke up and so I went to my friends and we were all hanging out and I slipped and fell and hit it on the concrete and how blood was everywhere... But I thought was interested in my chin and I think I caught something because her question was about my chin, but after I said that she asked more about the girl I was with and she said that her and her boyfriend just broke up too and asked me if I was looking for anyone new. In the back of my mind I was thinking oh God, another Sarah. So my mood kind of changed on her and so I said Im looking but I dont want any girl that ever slightly reminds me of Sarah. If her name is Sarah, has eyes like Sarah, a nose like her, anything, I dont want that, because I will be reminded of Sarah everytime I look at her. She smirked at that and said thats cool. Then she asked me what I believed about God and alot of other questions that were kind of random... but I dont wanna tell about each one so to make this much shorter, its already long, she gave me her number and told me anytime I want to talk I can call her. So the day went out and me and Tyler went to Asia Buffet and ate. I couldnt stop talking about this girl and every time I closed my eyes I saw her smiling, or smirking and couldnt stop thinking about every detail that I could possibly remember about her. I said we gotta go I have to call her. I have always heard of the rule, dont call the girl right away kinda thing, cause she will think your desperate, but I was, I just broke up with a girl I would die for, I just busted my chin and was in so much pain, and still was talking funny, so I did it. I called her. And we talked and talked and talked, just about EVERYTHING you could talk about. It was so great. My heart was rushing and pounding when she talked. I pretty much had my eyes closed the entire time I was talking to her on the phone just so I could imagine just her. We started talking about hanging out and I didnt know if Catholics could see movies or not and she thought that was so funny, because she had never heard that before, and she said of course we can see movies, why would it be bad? So Im going to take her to Opry Mills and take her out to eat at the Rain Forest Cafe, she said she has never been there so it will be exciting. She kept asking what it was like there and I told her she will just have to wait, so that she will think about it more :0) I told her with my next girlfriend I dont want to do anythin Sexual, I want it to be so pure, and she kind of took it strange when I said that, like maybe I thought she would, she said she would NEVER do anything until she is married and I told her that I had had sex with Sarah but that had been the only girl. She said that is ok as long as I have changed. I knew in the back of my mind that I would want this girl more than I had ever wanted Sarah, she was so much more gorgeous, and that I HAVE to hold my self back because I am going to want her really really bad. Her parents are SO RICH, they live in a HUGE house its so crazy. Everything about her was so perfect to me, and I think Im gonna be ok now. I just hope, hope, hope that she isnt another Sarah. People say that your first is the hardest to get over, but with Sarah I am glad that she is easy to get over, I dont like to hurt so much. I only cried one time after we broke up and it was like for 5 minutes. So, Everything may have been a slip when this last weekend started, but this new week is going to be so much fun. Im going to the mall to buy new clothes and Im going to look so spiffy when I pick her up. I think her dad is going to like me ALOT because I own my own business and everything and I will bring her home when he says every time. She is 17 so I guess she still has to listen to him :0) She look like she is 20 tho... Everything has been looking up too, I am so happy about my business, I just got a contract with another place, that has TONS of computers to be worked on, and Its $25,000 dollars. So I am riding High Times now. Peace 2 Everyone, Let Love Live and Live Life with Love!

Whats that SONG!?

2005-06-11T13:48:00.000-07:00

Need to a know a song that just played on the radio, well find out what it was even if it played yesterday! YES will help you find whats playing and what played, so you never miss out on what played and you never will question yourself again about, What was that song!? You can find YES at the bottom of my website, I am still working on it, so it looks a little messed up :-)

Apple PC

2005-06-08T10:02:00.000-07:00

Apple announced that in 2008 it will be using Intel chips, which means Apple is coming to PC!

True Love...

2005-06-07T11:19:00.000-07:00

Often I find myself asking, "What is true love?" Some how subconsciously knowing in the back of my mind that I once had this with someone and now it is gone. You see, I know that love is not deception or lieing, but for some reason the one that I had fallen for, the one that I had truly loved has become deception itself. I once could look into her eyes and just see her beauty, her soul, her being. Now, even when I imagine myself looking at her, I feel the pain that she brought me as memories flutter through my mind. If she did love me, if it were true love. Then even the smallest things would always hold true. That's not the way it has been, instead she sees the small things as nothing, something not to get upset over if she slips up and tells a "little" lie. Hope is all I have left tho, and when hope is gone then any chance for my love is vanished.

I know that she does not see it the same as I do because she has not lived as me in the pain of what she has brought upon me. The "What If" questions that keep me stirring at night, waking to only continue on this way with tears in my eyes. I had loved her the most out of any person that I could love in this world, she was everything to me. Now, well as she has would say, "The past is over and I can't change it." So I say the same, I can't bring back the love that I had, it's over. Unless by some means she really did change; that is just the last drop of hope that I have.

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2005-05-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day

2005-05-08T11:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day to my mom and all the other wonderful mothers out there!

My Girlfriends Blog

2005-04-20T12:30:00.000-07:00

My girlfriend got a blog, I helped her set it up and hopefully she will keep it updated. Sarahs Oblivion

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2005-04-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

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2005-04-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

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2005-04-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

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2005-04-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

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2005-04-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

GmailFS provides a mountable Linux filesystem which uses your Gmail account as its storage medium. GmailFS is a Python application and uses the FUSE userland filesystem infrastructure to help provide the filesystem, and libgmail to communicate with Gmail.

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What I'm Looking For

2005-04-14T03:18:00.000-07:00

What I'm Looking For

Well I don't know what I'm looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more
And I won't be satisfied
'Till there's nothing left that I haven't tried
For some people it's an easy choice
But for me there's a devil and an angel's voice
Well I don't know what I am looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more

Well I don't know what I'm living for
But I know that I just wanna live some more
And you hear it from strangers
And you hear it from friends
That love never dies, love never ends
Now I don't wanna argue, no I don't wanna fight
'Cause you're always wrong and I'm always right
Well I don't know what I am living for
But I know that I just wanna live some more

I used to be involved, and I felt like a king
Now I've lost it all and I don't feel a thing
I may never grow old, I may never give in
And I'll blame this world that I live in
I visit hell on a daily basis
I see the sadness in all your faces
I've got friends who have married
And their lives seem complete
Here I am still stumbling down a darkened street

And I act like a child and I'm insecure
And I'm filled with doubt and I'm immature
Sometimes it creeps up on me and before I know it
I'm lost at sea
But no matter how far I row
I always find my way back home
But I don't know what I've been waiting for
But I know that I don't wanna wait anymore

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Google H4x0r

2005-04-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

http://www.google.com/intl/xx-hacker/
Search Google in Hacker Style :-)

Visions Website Closure

2005-04-13T03:11:00.000-07:00

I am getting closer and closer to opening my company website to the public. I will keep everyone posted on it. I've been working my butt off the past couple of weeks on some HUGE projects and the final release of this site will be a huge burden taken off my chest.

--
Michael

9/11 The Pentagon

2005-04-12T02:19:00.000-07:00

Did the government lie to us about a Boeing 757 crashing into The Pentagon? Click here to see a flash presentation about proof that our government lied.

Get paid to search Google

2005-04-11T18:02:00.000-07:00

http://netbux.org

Netbux pays .02 cents per search.

The place to get streaming cartoons of all types!

2005-04-11T16:59:00.000-07:00

Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama, The Venture Brothers, Clerks, & Aqua Teen Hunger Force. More are coming soon.

They have almost all the episodes to these titles, you just click what you want to watch and BAM its there... My kind of tv :-)

Click here

Make sure you get the pluggins to be able to watch.

Firefox
Opera

Xbox 2 to be unveiled on MTV on May 12th

2005-04-11T14:59:00.000-07:00

Microsoft's next-generation Xbox console is set to be unveiled to the world not at E3, as was previously believed, but in a half-hour long special to be aired on MTV the week previously, on May 12th.

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Free Computer Repair Apology

2005-04-10T15:01:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for the Free Computer Repair previous post. I had put the wrong address to my website, but it is now fixed. Click here to win the free computer repair, I will be picking the winner today. This is only for people living around the Nashville area.

Thank you

Michael

The Art of My Life...2

2005-04-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

I've been working on some of my songs on the piano and I am trying to put together my very own piano mood musical. I have a few songs completed. One that is my favorite that I have ever written thus far is "Tears of Void." I find that writhing music helps me express to the world how I feel. Each note to me is an expression of who I am. If people listen to my music I want to enlighten them to these feelings. I don't have a name for all of it yet, but I want the music to flow from songs to songs as though living my very own life. My greatest memories both sad and good written into an art of music. I am only 19 years old and at times I feel that I have lived the dreams that many have let go. So to everyone, don't let your dreams go. Stand on the shoulders of giants and boast out your most beautiful talents for the world to see.

PS3 and Xbox 360

2005-04-08T19:54:00.000-07:00

Sony and Microsoft schedule PS3 and Xbox 360 unveiling's for the same afternoon, May 16th. Which will get more publicity???

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2005-04-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

-Amare et sapere vix deo conceditur

2005-04-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

-Amicitiae nostrae memoriam spero sempiternam fore

Xbox 360

2005-04-06T07:16:00.000-07:00

The Xbox 360 is soon going to be announced. Im EXCITED! WOOT WOOT

Yahoo360 Invites

2005-04-06T06:52:00.000-07:00

I have some Yahoo 360 Invites. Yahoo 360 is Yahoo's new blog service that is still in beta.

http://upload.360.yahoo.com/w-n4jlESNf7gZd.vd8NY9z.ZdpT4LRk8353Q--?r=
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